I love a woman/girl not for things or anything else, and her loyalty and love, though not too much because it might bore me. I’ve had relationships, but they weren’t real in real life, only virtual ones, and it’s bad because they demoralized me. My feelings are smaller now, even though I have a big heart. It’s still hard to love until I get to know the person, and if she isn’t loyal and doesn’t like animals, I might break up with her. I have never had a real-life relationship, and it doesn’t seem sad to me what is happening